NiN might say what you feel like saying... but that is only how you feel, not who you are....
Taking a look to remind myself, everything I said happened just as I said... (as far as raves go) and still you ran away... heh. There are still alot of life's lessons you haven't learned yet. Dont think about what you have to learn or who you will be. Just relax, find something to occupy your time and you will be alright.
Try this one out.. next time it rains, grab a cup of hot chocolate, sit near the window... and try to enjoy the moment... then maybe you will understand....
"All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view"
So, whats on your mind?